Lost
It's been over half a year since I've had shoes that fit. The new kinds with the memory foam have too much memory foam in them and they kill my feet. I'm not sure where to go or what to do now. Nothing fits. My feet are killing me. Online dating is no different. A girl messaged me, then 2 messages later disabled her account. Just wondering when I can get this 10 lb. weight off my shoulders. I went to a Japanese language exchange but no one really enjoyed talking to me that much. My social awkwardness is why I haven't made any long lasting friends I can hang out with since high school. At this rate I'll be all alone soon. I go to work. I come home. I play video games. Go to work the next day. The years just pass insignificantly. What am I even doing right now? I don't enjoy anything I do.