Living Alone

 Every Sunday my roommate and I have a tradition of playing video games together in the evening. Yesterday was the last time that I played video games with my roommate. Of course, we will definitely play video games together in the future, but it won't be as roommates. He has had a dream of living on his own since he was in high school and now, he thinks he has the ability to do so. I wish him well, even though I'm not entirely sure how smart of an idea that is. I say this as I know exactly what his pay is since I am the financial manager at the company he works for. No matter though, if he wants to try it then I wish him well. I'm also kind of excited to start living on my own. Having a roommate means there are a lot of considerations you need to pay attention to in order to keep harmony with your roommate. Now that I will be living alone, I only need to worry about myself. Having lived by myself before, it's very nice. 

I have this thing where I really just like to take in the moment when I know that that moment will never happen again. It's such a surreal feeling to be in moments you know are happening for the last time. The good times are happening, and then just like that they are over forever. I know that as this door is now closing a new one is opening, but still, it's sad to think that such fun times are ending. But now maybe my life will start to take a new direction. Not that my roommate moving out is anything significant really, but who knows. Such is life, and life is beautiful.

Apartment 216 baby!


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