Almost There

I finally have something to write about that's exciting!  I went down to California to visit Cedrec for his birthday a few weeks ago.  It was fun times.  He keeps semi joking about me moving down there, but it sounds better the more I think about it.  There's not a lot here left for me in Oregon, if I get a good opportunity down there somehow I think I'd take it.

I'm graduating in a little over a month.  The more exciting part about that is that I'll be quitting my job at Reside.  I've been working at Reside about a year too long and I'm so ready to quit.  It is nice to know I can come back if need be, but if I do this time, I'll have really messed something up.  This place drives me nuts.  I'm still very appreciative that I was able to work here while going to school though.  Thank you Reside!

Ended up not making it to Tara's wedding.  I wanted to go but it was going to cost over a grand.  I do plan to get down there eventually though, or at least meet up with her somewhere.  A Kesennuma reunion would be great.

Forgot to mention that I bought myself a car back in April.  It's a Mazda 3i Sport.  It's the 2nd car I've ever bought myself besides Maria back in Kesennuma.  I love the car and think I made a good choice.  Do wish it had cruise control though.

Middle of October I'm taking a vacation to Japan with Giovanni.  I didn't get a vacation at Reside so I'm very ready to take one after I quit my job.  The plan so far is to spend a few days in Tokyo before going back to Kesennuma for some needed down time.  Can't wait!

I'm still silver on my main account in League of Legends.  Chiem hasn't signed on in almost 3 weeks, so I'll probably charge towards gold by myself if he doesn't show up soon.  Sad, I feel like we could have gotten there together if he had actually signed on with some consistency.  Oh well, next year my friend!

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