Random Musings

Parasite is a great movie.  I'm really glad Korean cinema is starting to gain traction in America.  They make a lot of great movies over there and it's been Asia's secret that America is just now starting to discover.

I used to go to the movie theater alone.  I don't have a lot of friends and the ones I do have are often busy, so I go by myself.  Lately I can't do that.  It feels weird not being able to go places even though I didn't get out much.  I wonder how long it'll last.  I like going out to see movies.  It's overly expensive but the atmosphere and big screen is what you're paying for.  I hope one day I can bring my girlfriend.

What is your most attractive feature?  I was watching a movie that asked that and I'm not sure about mine.  Never having a real relationship or girls that were really interested in me, I've never had the chance to find out.  I think it might be my sense of humor, but I don't know.  Maybe in America it's the fact that I'm not fat haha.

I just watched a Christmas special show even though it's April.  Christmas is my favorite time of year because I like seeing all the lights outside, thinking about what to get my family, and just the atmosphere is so nice.  I wonder what Corona virus will do to Christmas this year...

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