Walks and Personality Hiding

If I buy ice cream I usually just have one bowl.  Tonight I decided to have a second bowl.  There are times in life where you just have to give in to being fat!  It's ok, these things happen sometimes.  I am proud of myself for having the willpower to resist a 3rd bowl.  I really wanted to, you know!

I used to take walks around my place.  There's some nice places around.  I started again since you can't really go anywhere.  Here's a video of the place I like to walk

I finished watching a kind of short TV series where the main character was hiding the fact that she likes death metal music from everyone.  That was her release though, liking death metal music was who she really was.  I wonder what parts of their personality people are hiding from everyone.  I tried to think about what I'm hiding and maybe it's just that I like being more quiet.  Actually I'm pretty quiet usually, but I joke around a lot.  I'm more calm and less humorous I suppose.  I don't know that I have something as opposite to the grain about me such as liking death metal.  I wonder how many people I know are hiding something like that.

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